Monday, August 30, 2010

''Rosalie and Emmett's Weddings part one''

‘’Edward, can I talk to you for a second?’’ Bella asked ‘’of course love.’’ She grabbed my arm and led me outside. ‘’Charlie wants to see—‘’ she took in a deep breath ‘’Sue, I didn’t know what to tell him so I…. I told him I would talk with you and Carlisle.’’ I sighed ‘’well he is doing good on his diet, and he hasn’t tried to attack Renesmee yet.’’ Bella frowned ‘’yeah well Renesmee is half vampire though, and sue she’s full human.’’ I nodded ‘’if your, uncomfortable with him seeing sue than tell him that he’s not ready yet.’’ Bella sighed. Well diary I got to go Roses wedding is tomorrow lots to do.




‘’to, the left a little bit.’’ Alice put her hand on her hip ‘’ no, no that doesn’t look good—‘’ her eyes light up ‘’ right there!’’ I groaned ‘’Alice that’s where it started out.’’ She rolled her eyes. ‘’I got to go help rose get ready.’’ Alice muttered before she walked off.


Bella walked outside in a red dress, that was floor length, it was wrapped tightly around her body which showed off her curves, it also had a black bow wrapped around, and it was strapless, he hair fell down to her waist in long waves, her eyes glowed a bright topaz, she had on a brown smoky eye with nude lips. ‘’so what do you think?’’ bella asked smiling. I gave her my crooked grin ‘’I think you look splendorous’’ she sighed ‘’English please’’ I laughed ‘’it means Extraordinary, elegance, beauty, gorgeous shall I go on?’’ she laughed ‘’Thanks babe.’’




I knocked on Renesmee’s Door ‘’come in Daddy.’’ She muttered. ‘’ when I walked in she was standing in front of her full length mirror. She had on a brown dress that was knee length, it had a bow in the front, it was also strapless like the brides maid’s dresses, she had on 1 inch heels, her hair was in a elegant bun, and two pieces of hair in the front framing her face, and a locket that Bella gave her for Christmas. ‘’you look utterly stunning honey.’’ She blushed a bright pink. ‘’thanks dad. You look handsome your-self.’’ I rolled my eyes ( Hey Edward send Nessie down here so I can get her makeup done) I chuckled ‘’ I think your Aunt Alice wants you in makeup pronto.’’


‘’It’s time!’’ Alice yelled ‘’ Edward you and bella will walk out first. Than Edward will walk to the piano and start playing the songs. And then jasper and I will walk out. Than Renesmee and Jacob, and then Rosalie, everyone got that?!’’ Alice yelled she had on the same red dress as Bella, and her hair was spiky like normal. ‘’okay Edward, Bella take your places.’’ Bella put her arm through mine. And we started walking down the small isle. The sun beamed out, making my skin glitter, like a million little diamonds. Emmett was standing there under the arch smiling like a fool Alice walked out, With jasper than Renesmee and Jacob. I strode over to the piano that was sitting under the tree. And started playing here comes the bride, everyone stood up when Rosalie and Carlisle were in view. She had on a simple white wedding dress, that was strapless, and beaded at the bust line, the dress fell against her body making her looks elegant. I was surprised when she picked the dress. She said that outside weddings were made to be romantic and not fancy. Her hair was pulled up in a simple bun. It was similar to what Renesmee’s looked like but more elegant. she held a small bouquet that had three Lilly’s and Two Orange Blossoms.....


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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

''Emmett''

Bella and I were sitting on the sofa watching rose and Alice fight over what, flowers where going to go on the arch. Rosalie huffed a sigh and stomped out of the room. And slammed the door. Alice turned around smiling and shaking her head. ‘’gee that girl is turning into a bridezilla, but at least I won that fight. Can you believe she wanted blue flowers?! That would clash everything. I think she tries to ruin my ideas sometimes.’’ Bella smiled ‘’I know Alice she’s crazy that would have ruined everything.’’ Alice smiled and danced over to the table that held a clip bored. ‘’so many things to do! I love it.’’ Alice walked back up stairs singing here comes the bride. Bella looked at me and smiled ‘’she’s a piece of work ant she?.’’ I gave Bella my crooked grin ‘’tell me about I have been living with her for all these years.’’


‘’I heard that you two!’’ Alice screamed, while Bella and I laughed.


Charlie walked in ‘’hey um do you think we could go hunting today?’’ Charlie asked his eyes still blood red. ‘’of course dad, Edward do you want to come?’’ Bella asked. (Hey Edward if you can hear me… than I want you to know that I need to talk to Bella alone about something) Charlie thought. ‘’oh actually I think I’m going to stay here I need to talk to Emmett about something.’’ She frowned a little bit. ‘’don’t fret my love. I’ll be here when you get back.’’ I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her in for a hug. (Thanks Edward) I nodded my head slightly. I gave Bella a slight peck on the cheek and went to Emmett and Rosalie’s room. It wasn’t a lie I really did need to talk to him. ‘’hey bro!’’ Emmett yelled as I walked into his room. ‘’hey, monkey man’’ he winked at me. ‘’I need to ask you something bro to bro.’’ his eyes twinkled ‘’well if it’s about you and be—‘’ I cut him off short ‘’no it’s about you and Rosalie.’’ His eyes twinkled at the sound of Rosalie’s name. he started thinking about what him and rose— ‘’ don’t you dare finish that thought Emmett’’ he sighed ‘’sorry bro. but you know how we get when—‘’ I cut him off ‘’yes I do know. But there’s a little Renesmee in the house know and she knows what that stuff is. if you must do it. Than please rent a hotel, go into the woods, I don’t care as long as it’s not in this house.’’ He stifled a grin I rolled my eyes. ‘’remember what I said.’’ as I walked out of the room he muttered ‘’sure sure.’’


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Sunday, August 22, 2010

''Surprise''

‘’Close your eyes.’’ I whispered in Bella’s ear. She suppressed a groan. ‘’can’t you just tell me? You know I hate surprises.’’ I chuckled. ‘’nope, sorry love.’’ I took her hand and guided her to the little garden. Full of roses, tulips, lilac, daises, lily’s and violets. ‘’here we are love.’’ She opened her eyes. It was these moment’s that I wished I could read her mind. ‘’oh Edward this is so beautiful.’’ She muttered looking at everything. ‘’I figured this could be our little meadow, our little private spot like we had back in forks.’’ Her eyes lit up with joy and passion. I knew she was only a stride away. But it felt like miles. I crossed the distance and pulled her in for a hug. She may think she doesn’t smell as good as to when she was a human but. To me her scent is intoxicating I can’t get enough. I pulled back so I could look at her. I broke our gaze with a kiss. Her lips molded to the shape of mine. I traced her soft lips with the tip of my tongue. Remembering how when she was a human and if I let go just one tiny bit everything could go wrong. But not know no one could stop us. she parted her lips, as I slid my tongue into her mouth. We haven’t had much time alone and it seemed that right now was the perfect time to get carried away.


My lips traveled down her. jaw to her ear lobe I whispered sweet nothings into her ear, as I unbuttoned her dress.




The dress slipped off Bella’s shoulder’s leaving her in A black lacy push up bra, and black lacy panties. My eyes studied over her body. She was pure perfection. her body arched toward me. as I wrapped my arms around her slender waist pulling her against me. as our bodies entwined she moaned out in pure pleaser. I could see the white hot passion in her eyes.
Bella’s head was resting against my chest now. As my fingers traveled, up and down, her spine. We laid there in the blissful silence. For a long time before she spoke. ‘’we better head back.’’ I nodded and got up. We walked home hand in hand. Nothing could ruin our buzz. That is until we got home and Emmett made a comment of ‘’there you two are. We were looking for you but Alice said we couldn’t bother you.’’ Bella narrowed her eyes ‘’don’t even start remember we made that bet. And I clearly beat you.’’ Renesmee looked at Bella confused ‘’what bet momma?’’ Bella turned around clearly embarrassed ‘’nothing hone—‘’ Emmett burst out laughing ‘’when your mother was still a newborn. We made a bet that if she beat me at arm reselling that I couldn’t make jokes about her and, your father’s se—‘’ Bella snarled ‘’Emmett!’’ Alice laughed ‘’you’ve really done it this time.’’ She sang (you want me to calm her? or do you want to watch Emmett get his butt kicked?) jasper thought. I chuckled and her shrugged his shoulders. ‘’bella love just come outside with me. if you attack Emmett you know you will feel, bad latter.’’ I grabbed her arm and pulled her outside. She was pacing back and forth. When Renesmee and Jacob walked outside. ‘’hey momma is everything okay?’’ Bella smiled at Renesmee ‘’of course honey I just kind of lost my temper.’’
Well diary I got to go. Rosalie is throwing a temper tantrum because Alice won’t tell her where she’s sending them for their honeymoon.


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Friday, August 20, 2010

''Changing part four''

. T.H.U.M.P D.A T.H.U.M.P…… the room was silent. I didn’t realize that I was holding my breath to….


‘’Charlie can you hear me?’’ Carlisle asked. There was nothing but silence… ( what should I say? What should I do? do I answer? do they know I’m awake?) Charlie thought. ‘’He’s awake. And can hear you. He’s just doesn’t know what to do. or how to answer you.’’ I muttered. Carlisle nodded.


Charile’s eyes opened slowly. he went to sit up but didn’t realize he already was sitting up. He was amazed. At how his body reacted, at how fast he moved. How he could smell everything. And hear everything. ‘’what’s that god awful smell?’’ Charlie asked surprised that his voice sounded so musical. Everyone laughed. ‘’That would be the mutt. Renesmee took in.’’ Rosalie said with a joking voice. Rosalie and Jacob actually liked each and other now. Of course they didn’t hang out or anything. Only when they, were where forced to. (w-what’s this burn in my throat; I thought I was done burning.) Charlie thought… ‘’Charlie as you know where vegetarians and we don’t drink humans blood, we only drink animal blood—‘’ Carlisle let that sink into Charlie’s head than went on ‘’it will be hard until you get used to the diet. Of course you could be like Bella and have super self control as a newborn. We won’t be able to completely trust you.’’ Charlie nodded. ‘’how long will it take until, you can fully trust me to be on my own?’’…. ‘’well normally after the first year you will have full control over your body. But you still won’t be able to be in contact with humans. Unless you’re like Bella and have control over yourself. You could be like her you have been preparing for the change.’’




And here I am diary sitting down writing in you. I’ve got a surprise for Bella but I can’t say what it is yet. And as always Alice saw what I was going to do and insisted that she help me. So while bella is out taking charile hunting. Alice and I are going to met up. I’ll tell you everything when I get back.


‘’Alice –‘’ I grumbled ‘’Bella doesn’t like everything to be overdone and fancy I think your taking this too far.’’ She just laughed. ‘’Edward don’t doubt me. I saw Bella in the vision and she’s going to love it!’’ she starting humming to herself while planting the violets, and daisy’s and one of Bella’s favorite flower’s ruffled tulips. She also added red tulips to represent our undying love. And purple lilac to represent first love.


I better go Bella just got back from taking Charlie hunting. I’ll let you guys know how the surprise goes the next time I write.


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Saturday, August 14, 2010

''Changing part three''

Bella let out another ear screeching cry, but this time Charlie and Bella screamed at the same time…


‘’Carlisle—’’ I said between clinched teeth ‘’how can she be going through the change again?’’ I said as I walked over to Bella. ‘’well—‘’ he stopped for a second rethinking his words ‘’I’m not for sure, but I was thinking if we can get jasper to control her feelings than maybe just maybe she will snap out of it.’’ Jasper and Alice were out hunting so I called them ‘’ Alice and you need to head back, Bella is going through the change again and Carlisle thinks if you take over her emotions than she won’t feel Charlie’s and will snap out of the change.’’ I heard whispering than the sound of wind. ‘’we’re on our way.’’ The line went dead. ‘’there on their way.’’
I can hear their thoughts now I better go so I can explain everything to them.


I went down stairs to tell them everything I knew but when I got down stairs they were already heading up. ‘’I already told Jazz everything’’ Alice thought. I nodded we headed back upstairs to see Charlie and Bella both withering in pain. Jasper gazed over at Bella using his power on her to make her feel, loved and calm, the feelings he wanted her to feel took over the feelings of Charlie’s change her eyes opened a little red, almost topaz, them eye’s reminded me when she was still a newborn and could beat Emmett up, ah the good days. She looked around her eyes weary, her hands were shaking. Than out of nowhere she fell to the floor laughing. We all gave her a puzzled look. ‘’Are you okay Bella?’’ I asked she stopped laughing, and looked at me than to Jasper. ‘’Yes I am okay Jasper was just using his power on me,’’ she stiffened, realizing that Charlie was still lying on the table.
I got to go but I promise I will be back and let you know what happened.


It’s been two days since I have written in you diary, such a long time.
‘’ Alice how much longer?’’ Bella moaned. ‘’Just ten more minutes Bella—‘’ Bella was now pacing around the room, ‘’Bella just sit down and take a deep breath.’’ Alice demanded. Bella just rolled her eyes. (When is this burning going to end? My heart feels like it’s going to beat out of my chest. I just need to sit here and take it like a man, breath in and breath out, ya I would except I can’t breathe my lungs there on fire) Charlie thought over and over. ‘’I can hear his thoughts now,’’ I gave a faint smile to Bella’s thoughts. (Yeah I know what he is going through. I’ve been through it two times. trust me one time is enough I’m glad Edward couldn’t hear my thought’s while I was changing) I chuckled and gave her my crooked grin. (I love that smile. if I could blush I think I would) I tried to hide my smile the best I could, her eyes narrowed (can you hear me Edward?) I didn’t answer not because I didn’t want her to know but because Charlie was about to wakeup. (Whew I guess he can’t hear me) she thought. I was about to say something when Charlie’s heart went thump da thump. T.H.U.M.P D.A T.H.U.M.P…… the room was silent. I didn’t realize that I was holding my breath to....


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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

''Changing part two''

Well I guess I better start where I left off.
Bella went to check on Charlie I decided to go with her; we walked into the bathroom to find Charlie on the floor…


his body was shaking, Bella stood there froze for 3.6 seconds before she grabbed him and ran to Carlisle office. He was already clearing his desk off Bella laid Charlie down softly. His body went to a complete halt. His chest was barely moving Carlisle was getting the morphine. Carlisle was preparing for the change. When Bella walked in and did something that shocked me. ‘’Carlisle I want to change Charlie.’’ He looked at Bella for a second and nodded ‘’will you be able to stop?’’ Bella took in a deep breath. ‘’yes.’’
And diary here I am now it’s about time I better go.


Charlie was knocked out from the morphine, so he didn’t know what was about to happen, Bella grabbed his wrist and ran a finger where his blood vain was. She lowered her mouth to his wrist and sunk her teeth in. his body twitched, and he gasped. Bella’s venom was traveling through his veins pumping it to his heart. Bella sat there holding his hand when she screamed bloody murder. Renesmee and I were playing cards at the time so we didn’t know what was happening. She was lying on the floor withering in pain. Her body shook her eyes where blood shot; her veins were popping out of her head. She screamed again. Renesmee was standing there looking as shocked as I was, I didn’t know what was happening I wanted it to stop but I couldn’t get into her mind nothing was working. Renesmee walked over to Bella and touched her arm. Renesmee cried out in pain and flinched back. ‘’ mom is going through the change again’’ she said catching her breath. I knew she was right because I saw what Renesmee saw. Bella couldn’t hear a thing she was panicked she felt like her heart was going to pound out of her chest, but she didn’t have a heart and I couldn’t hear it the only heart I heard was Renesmee and Charlie’s. Her vision was black with white spots dancing around in her vision. How is this possible? I heard the front door slam shut and I knew Jacob was here, he ran as fast as he could upstairs. But when he saw what was going on he was confused, Bella let out another ear screeching cry, but this time Charlie and Bella screamed at the same time.
Well I guess I better go I’ll finish were I left as soon as I get a chance to write
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Saturday, August 7, 2010

''Changing''

Charlie is coming over so we can discuss some things about his change and what day he wants his change to happen. It sounds like his car is turning off onto the dirt road. I’ll let you all know what happens when I have a chance to write.


Well the date is set, Charlie wanted to changed before Rosalie’s wedding so we are changing him on the 5th of July which is next Tuesday. Charlie quit his job today, and is staying with us. ‘’wait so when I’m like all of you, I will have to drink animal blood?,’’ Charlie asked I nodded my head, ‘’I know it will be hard and you might slip up a few times but I know you can control yourself I mean hey who did Bella get her strength from?’’ Charlie sighed ‘’Renee’’ I wasn’t hoping for that answer but that’s what he gave me.
Today is the 4th of July Charlie will begin his change tomorrow afternoon, everyone is preparing for tomorrow especially Bella, she came and sat by me her eyes sad, ‘’what’s wrong love?,’’ I asked her. ‘’it’s just that I never wanted Charlie to be like us,’’ she sighed and snuggled into my chest, we were watching a show called Buffy the vampire slayer it’s very interesting how people come up with stuff, when Charlie walked down the stairs he wasn’t looking good, his skin was pale, if possible paler than mine, he had beads of sweat on his forehead. ‘’dad are you okay?’’ Bella asked worriedly. ‘’ I’m fine just couldn’t sleep, I got a headache from hell, and my stomach just doesn’t feel right,’’ his heart started to pound faster and faster, I ran to the kitchen grabbed the trash can, I got back to Charlie just in time, Bella ran to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water. Charlie’s nose was bleeding, ‘’um bella go get Charlie a towel, I’m going to take this outside,’’ the air smelt like rain, but I kept smelling blood, I looked down, and Charlie’s vomit was filled with blood, ‘’ CARLISE!,’’ I screamed. as I was walking back inside Carlisle came down the stairs ‘’yes Edward?’’ he asked his eyes full of concern, ‘’Charlie’s vomit was filled with blood,’’ his eyes looked sad but he nodded, ‘’I’ll watch him tonight,’’ Charlie didn’t want to go back to sleep so he stayed up and watched T.V. with us, Bella kept looking over at him to make sure he was okay. Charlie got up and walked back up stairs to his room, when I heard coughing I just figured he was vomiting again, but then I heard a gurgle and one shallow breath followed by two than three, Bella went to check on Charlie I decided to go with her, we walked into the bathroom to find Charlie on the floor….


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