''Unexpected''

I sat there and smiled as I read the old diary entry I wrote back on Esme's Island when Bella and I first got married.




‘’I’m sorry I murmured ‘’so much for thoroughness. I didn’t think about how hot you would be with me gone. I’ll have an air conditioner installed before I leave again.’’ Bella froze for a seconded and then tried to get up but I had my arms around her she finally yelled a ‘’Excuse me!’’ she gasped trying to get free from my arms I dropped my hold automatically. She ran to the bathroom with her hands clamped over her mouth. I followed her to the bathroom where she was crouched over the toilet and was violently vomiting. ‘’Bella? What’s wrong?’’ I asked as I held her anxiously, keeping her hair out of her face. ‘’Damn rancid chicken,’’ she moaned taking in deep breaths. ‘’Are you all right?’’ I asked in a strained voice. ‘’I’m fine’’ she panted. ‘’It’s just food poisoning. You don’t need to see this. Go away.’’ I chuckled under my breath and muttered ‘’Not likely, Bella.’’
‘’Go away, Edward.’’ She moaned again. trying to get up so she could rinse her mouth out. I helped her trying to be as gentle as possible. I ignored her weak shoves she aimed at me. After she rinsed and brushed her teeth I carried her back to the bed and sat her down carefully, supporting her with my arms. ‘’Food poisoning?’’ I asked. ‘’Yeah,’’ she croaked. ‘’I made some chicken last night. It tasted off, so I threw it out. But I ate a few bites first.’’ I put my hand across her clammy forehead. And she sighed ‘’how do you feel know?’’ she thought for a moment before answering. ‘’Pretty normal. A little hungry, actually.’’ I narrowed my eyes at her for a moment and nodded. ‘’here drink this,’’ I handed her a glass of water. ‘’and see if you can keep this down for a hour and then I will make you some eggs.’’ We watched CNN as she lounged drowsily across my lap. i got bored with the news so I just listened to her perfect heart beat.
She twisted around to kiss me but just like this morning she lurched up with a hand tight over her mouth. She ran to the kitchen sink and vomited. I sighed and held her hair again. Maybe I could talk her into seeing a doctor… ‘’Maybe we should go back to Rio, and see a doctor.’’ I suggested anxiously while she was rinsing her mouth out. I didn’t like that she was vomiting what if she caught a disease or something. She shook her head and edged toward the hallway. ‘’I’ll be fine after I brush my teeth.’’ I rolled my eyes and watched her walk into the bedroom. I paced up and down the hallway waiting for her to come out but she didn’t. I knocked on the door softly and didn’t get a answer I waited a moment more before talking ‘’Are you well?’’ I asked through the door ‘’Did you get sick again?’’
‘’yes and no.’’ bella muttered ‘’Bella? Can I please come in?’’ I asked worriedly ‘’O…kay’’ I walked in and appraised her position. She was sitting cross-legged on the floor by the suitcase her expression, was blank and staring. I sat next her and slid my hand onto her forehead at once feeling to see is she had a temperature. ‘’What’s wrong?’’ I asked softly ‘’how many days has it been since the wedding?’’ she whispered.
‘’Seventeen,’’ I answered automatically ‘’Bella, what is it?.’’ she held up a finger cautioning for me to wait.’’ i sat there silently counting One Mississippi Two Mississippi Three Mississippi that’s it! I can’t take it anymore. ‘’Bella.’’ I whispered urgently. ‘’I’m losing my mind over here.’’ She reached into the suit case and fumbled around for a minute and then pulled out a little blue box. It took me a seconded to realize what it was. I stared at her in utter confusion. ‘’what? Are you trying to pass this illness off as PMS?’’
‘’No,’’ she choked out. ‘’No, Edward. I’m trying to tell you that my period is five days late. I just sat there still like I statue. I’m sure I didn’t make a expression at all. ‘’ I don’t think I have food poisoning,’’ she added I still didn’t answer her I was still shocked at what she said. it felt like I was 1,000 miles away I couldn’t see her all I saw was a blur. I heard the phone ring but I couldn’t move I just stayed there frozen like a statue. I felt Bella's hands searching my pockets for the phone but I still didn’t move. I heard the conversation but it was all a blur. I didn’t completely snap out of my frozen state until bella said she felt something move inside of her. my head snapped up and met her eyes they looked frightened. I snapped my hand out waiting for her to put the phone in my hand. ‘’Um, I think Edward wants to talk to you.’’
‘’Put him on.’’ I heard Carlisle on the other side. She put the phone in my outstretched hand. ‘’Is it possible?’’ I asked. ‘’I’m not sure. But if something is growing inside of her then we need to know what it is.’’
‘’And her?’’ I asked while wrapping my arm around her. ‘’It could kill her. we need to find out what it is fast. Get her home as soon as you can.’’
‘’Yes. Yes, I will.’’ I pulled the phone away from my ear and hit the end button.


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''Fire and Ice''

As soon as Jacob’s car pulled in-to the drive way I heard his thoughts. (Edward? If your listening to me, don’t over-react, oh what the heck am I doing? I know you will. so here, I asked your daughter to marry me, and I want your consent.) and that thought right there drove me through the wall. I Heard the car door slam and I was already out the door. I went straight to Jacob, even though he is about four feet taller than me, I still grabbed him by the neck. And pulled him to eye level, ‘’please tell me this is a joke!’’ I exclaimed he didn’t say anything. I was furious ‘’you worthless mutt, you think you can be chivalrous?,’’ I growled ‘’ and then ask my daughter to marry you, it’s absolutely absurd. It would be a illicit marriage! She’s seven years old and your 26!’’ I tightened my hand around Jacob’s neck. his face was turning red, and he was trying to gasp for air, I was surprised he didn’t fight me. Renesmee tugged on my arm, I let her pull me away. I didn’t really want to kill him. Just wake him up so he would see how this was all just a big mix up. ‘’I knew you wouldn’t be opened minded!’’ Renesmee exclaimed ‘’ you just don’t understand!.’’ I turned around to Renesmee. ‘’honey I do understand but your n—‘’ she cut me off. ‘’don’t even bother! I—‘’ she stuttered. ‘’I- I hate you!’’, I froze in mid second. I never thought I would hear my daughter tell me those two words. Those two words that made my un-beating heart ache. Renesmee gasped realizing what she said. she looked at me with her chocolate brown eyes, she backed up and then ran off into the house. I closed my eyes for a second. And then reopened them, to see Bella standing in front of me with her hands over her mouth, and her eyes wide. She looked at me for a second before talking. ‘’I’ll go talk to her,’’ Bella muttered, I sighed. ‘’ no I’ll go talk to her.’’ the walk up to her room seemed like forever. I opened Renesmee’s door slowly and peeked in at her. she was laying on her bed huddled up in a fetal position sobbing. ‘’Renesmee Honey—‘’ I walked over to her bed and sat in-front of her. ‘’Renesmee Honey look at me’’, she lifted her head up and her face was streaked with tears. My heart ached for her. ‘’D-Dad I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say—‘’ I cut her off ‘’I know you were just upset, we all say things we don’t mean sometimes.’’ She looked straight into my eyes her face wary as if she excepted me to yell at her. ‘’Dad I love him.’’ I sighed ‘’I know, that’s why I am going to let you two stay engaged.’’ She narrowed her eyes ‘’what do you mean? Stay engaged?’’ ‘’I mean I am going to let you two stay engaged until your 17 then you two can get married.’’ Her brows shot up ‘’why can’t we get married know?’’ she asked with a glare ‘’because your two young right know.’’ She threw her hands up in the air and let them fall down ‘’in age yes but I look like I am 18 and I feel like I am 18’’, I smiled ‘’yes hun you do look like your 18 but your only seven and your not getting married until your 17.’’ A single tear leaked down her face. ‘’ But dad what if we die? What if I never get to marry Jacob? I want to be tied to him in every humanly way possible before I die. And that won’t happen if were dead.’’ I froze and just sat there for a moment before responding ‘’Renesmee honey, were not going to die.’’ She laughed at me with a blunt expression ‘’Dad you can’t lie to me.’’ I narrowed my eyes at her ‘’I’m not lying to you.’’ She grunted and stood up. ‘’dad you can’t promise that, that we won’t get killed.’’ She walked over to her window and stood there looking out into the forest. She turned back around and glanced at me. ‘’Dad I know you want to believe were stronger then the—‘’ I interrupted her and smiled ‘’Renesmee darling, we may not be stronger then the Volturi but your mom can hold physical attacks. So they won’t be able to touch us.’’ Renesmee looked at me for a moment and smiled. ‘’Mom has a new power.’’ She said thoughtfully…


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