''Accepting''

As you know in the last entry Bella brought up a interesting fact. A fact i don't have any answers for. That's why i have been researching for the past four hours. I haven't gotten anything yet. I called Huilen and she said she didn't know about any of that because the only female Hybird she met was Renesmee. You may not remember Huilen so let me give you a follow up.  Huilen and Nahuel are the ones that saved us from the Valtori a couple of years ago. Huilens sister Pire lived with the Mapuche. Pire was a very Beauiful woman and one day she told her sister about an angel that found her in the woods one night. Huilen knew what the angle was he was a 'Libishomen' from their legends, or as you know a cold one. she tired to warn her sister, but she didn't want to listen soon Huilen discovered her sister Pire was Pregnant with the demons baby. Pire knew that the Mapuche people would kill her and the baby so Pire talked Huilen into running away. They ran to the deepest part of the forest. Pire tried to find Joham the father of her unborn son but couldn't find him anywhere. So Huilen cared for Pire during her dangerously rapidly progressing pregnancy. Huilen hunted for her sister and tried to keep her alive through the hard time. Huilen wanted to kill the Demon child. but Pire loved the Demon's child growing in her womb. Even when he broke her bones, she named him Nahuel, after the jungle cat. Huilen was unable to save Pire's life when Nahuel ripped his way free of his mothers womb killing her slowly. As Pire was dying she begged Huilen to care for her child and Huilen agreed. When Huilen reached for Nahuel he bit her and changed her into a vampire. His sister Serena, came looking for him but Huilen chased her away with her newborn strength. But because Huilen Loved her sister she held Nahuel responsible for killing her but also learned to love Nahuel in time. That's Basically the whole story Huilen told us.


I heard Alice's thought. Hey Edward i need to talk to you. I was talking to Bella and then i talked to Jacob and....

There was a light knock on the door. ''Come in Alice.'' 

    ''Hey Edward what-ya doing?''  I knotted my eyebrows together. ''Don't you already know?'' 

          She sighed. ''It's still nice to make small talk even if i know what your going to say.'' 

I rolled my eyes. ''What is it you want to talk about Alice?''  

    ''Well--'' I sighed. ''Just spit it out already.''  

  ''Okay fine, You know it was bound to happen. Jacob and Renesmee i mean.''

     ''I know what you mean.''  

        ''Aw, stop acting like that Edward. You know how Renesmee feels

you can read her thoughts.'' I grunted. ''Yes, yes i know how she feels. But she's my 

little girl she is only six years old. I know she will be fully grown in a year and she will look

eighteen. But still she is my little girl.'' Alice sighed. ''Yes Edward, i know she is your little 

girl but she's growing up.'' 

     ''Alice--'' I closed my  eyes and sighed. ''I can't just let her go.''

             ''Edward, i know you can't no one is asking you to let her go. 

the only thing that is going to happen is Jacob will be in her life romantically. 

 I opened my eyes and glowered at her. ''I know Alice, It just feels like he's 

taking my little girl away from me forever.''  Alice smiled. ''Okay Edward, i see

your point she's still young. But promise me you will talk to Jacob and let him 

know how you feel and maybe he will understand and take it slow with her.''

    ''Okay fine whatever if i promise i'll talk to him will you leave me alone?'' 

she laughed ''Sure.'' 

  ''Okay fine i'll talk to him I promise.'' 

 As she walked out the door she said ''I know you will, I've already scene it.'' 

When i got home Bella was lying down on the bed reading a book called Blue moon.
Bella, looked up at me with a smile on her face when i laid down beside her.
If only she knew every time she smiled my heart melted. She immediately turned
back to her book. I was going to say something but it looked like she only had fifteen
pages left i could wait a few minutes for her to finish. I laid their the whole time
thinking about the 'Jacob and Renesmee Situation.' I hadn't realized Bella Finished her book
until she let out a shriek. ''They can't end the book like that! That's just absolutely and utterly
absurd!.''  I smiled fondly at her. ''Don't fret love, we will go to the book store tomorrow
and get you the next book in the series.'' She rolled over and kissed me on the cheek.
''That would work, except that was the last book of the series.''  I sat up and looked at her
''Well, we still need to go to the bookstore Renesmee has been bugging me about some book
called 'A Little To Late' Apparently It's a spin off series from some book she was reading.''
      ''I still can't believe how she ended the book.''  I sat up and grabbed her around the waist
and pulled her into my lap. I delicately wrapped my finger around her neck and pulled her head
to the side. I gently traced my fingertips up and down the nape of her neck. I bent my head down
and kissed right were her pulse would be if she were still human. I trailed kisses all the way up to her ear lobe and whispered
''Am i doing a good job of distracting you from the books ending?''
          ''Mhmm.'' She moaned. I hadn't realized how much time had passed until i saw
the bright flecks of the sun. Bella and i decided that it was time to go on with our day
once nine o'clock hit. Renesmee would be up soon so we headed into the kitchen and
Made eggs, bacon and hash browns. As Bella, was pouring a cup of warm blood Renesmee
walked out of her room yawning. We both smiled at her and did our usual morning greetings.
''Nessie, Would you like to go to the bookstore today with your father and I?'' Renesmee's face
brightened up. ''Of course Mama, i'm always looking for new books to read.''
    ''Then it's settled, We will leave after you and your father get done with piano lessons.''


While i was giving Renesmee Piano lessons guess who just had to show up?
I could hear Bella talking to Jacob and telling him we were in the living room. Renesmee
must have heard Jacob because she stopped playing and looked back at the door right
when he walked in.  ''Hey Nessie,'' Jacob said when he saw her looking at him. ''Hey Jake,''
she looked at me and then smiled at Jacob ''Want to go outside?'' When Jacob saw my frown
he smiled slightly and shrugged. Yo Eddie, is it okay if i--  I just nodded before he finished.
When in all reality it wasn't okay this was my time, my time to spend with Renesmee.
I took in a deep breath trying to calm my nerves. I started playing the piano when i heard
Alice's annoying little thoughts. Remember! Your supposed to talk to him.  Gah! dose she ever
leave me alone?!


When i walked outside Jacob and Renesmee were sitting side by side on the edge of the
porch. Jacob said something to her and she laughed. I chuckled and they both sprang apart.
I don't really want to talk to him but if i don't Alice is going to keep bugging me.
''Jacob can i talk to you for a moment?'' Jacob gave me a odd look and then shrugged
     ''Um, yeah sure Eddie what ever floats your boat.'' I glared at him. ''Renesmee, honey
why don't you go inside and help your mother.'' She gave me a weary look and then stood
up and walked slowly into the house. I turned my back to the door and to Jacob and started
walking towards the woods expecting him to follow me which he did. If you would have told
me ten years ago that i would be turning my back on a shifter and trusting him i would
have laughed in your face and said 'Ha! you can say that all you want but it ant ever going to happen.'
  I didn't hear the ruffle of  his feet anymore so i looked back and saw him standing their with his
arms crossed. ''I'm not going any further until you tell me where were going because if your going to
kill me i'm not going to follow you and trust you and then you turn around and rip my heart out.''
 It took me a moment to realize what he was saying. ''You think i'm going to kill you?'' Jacob
nodded. I rolled my eyes and turned around and started walking again. ''I'm taking you to
a private place so that no one can hear our conversation.'' Jacob still didn't move so i turned around
to find him taking his clothes off. ''What are you doing?!'' i yelled. ''Where ever this place is i'm guessing
is about at least fifty more miles away so why not run and get this over with faster.'' I nodded.
I started to run at full speed. I left Jacob behind i figured he could follow my trail. When we
reached the little clearing i smiled. Jacob changed back into human form and looked at me confused.
''Were in La Push.''  I happened to find this when i was trying to spy on Bella and Jacob a couple of
years ago when they first started hanging out. Yes it is on the La push land past the Treaty Line but they
had no clue about this place. Which means they didn't know, no one knew not even Carlisle, but of course
i wasn't going to tell Jacob the truth about this place. ''I found this clearing about a week ago when i went to visit Seth.''  Jacob didn't think anything about it he just nodded. ''So were here to talk i'll ask the first question. Do you think i'm good for your daughter?''
   ''I-- yes i think you are good for her, but she's still to young to be in a physical relationship.''
Jacob's eye bulged out of his head. ''Wow!, Wow!, Wow! Who said anything about being in a
physical relationship? I thought you knew me better Edward. I'm not going to force her to do
something she doesn't want to do even if she did right now this second of this moment i wouldn't
take advantage of her. I'd tell her no and that we should wait until she's older.''  He seemed
sincere. I nodded and took in a deep breath '' Well then, That's all i was afraid of that you two were
going to be physical while she was still young. I mean even though she has the body of a seventeen
year old and the brain and hormones of a seventeen year old. She's still Six.''
Jacob nodded. ''So do we have a truce?' I looked at him for a moment ''I suppose we do have a truce.''


''Thank you for reading Edward Cullen's Diary<3''

''Love Edward<3''


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